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I originally included this letter in my previous post about the diary of an unborn child, but noticed that the blog is so long so I decided to split them. Anyways, after some google search, I found this interesting letter as a continuation of the Diary. In the letter, the unborn child is writing her mom and telling her that she’s already in heaven and how Jesus loves her that she’s now sitting in His lap. This letter tells what the child has been through while she was being aborted - the pain, terror, death, and her strong will not to die. Though she is heartbroken, she still managed to get worried for her mother and tells how much she loves her, further wishing that her mother won’t experience the pain she’d gone through.

Just like what the late Pres. Ronald Reagan once said, “We have the duty to protect the life of an unborn child.”

Dear Mommy,

I am in heaven now, sitting on Jesus’ lap. He loves me and cries with me; for my heart has been broken. I so wanted to be your little girl. I don’t quite understand what has happened. I was so excited when I began realizing my existence. I was in a dark, yet comfortable place. I saw I had fingers and toes. I was pretty far along in my developing, yet not near ready to leave my surroundings. I spent most of my time thinking or sleeping. Even from my earliest days, I felt a special bond between you and me.

Sometimes I heard you crying and I cried with you. Sometimes you would yell or scream, then cry. I heard daddy yelling back. I was sad, and hoped you would be better soon. I wondered why you cried so much. One day you cried almost all of the day. I hurt for you. I couldn’t imagine why you were so unhappy. That same day, the most horrible thing happened. A very mean monster came into that warm, comfortable place I was in.

I was so scared, I began screaming, but you never once tried to help me. Maybe you never heard me. The monster got closer and closer as I was screaming and screaming. “Mommy, Mommy, help me please; Mommy, help me.” Complete terror is all I felt. I screamed and screamed until I thought I couldn’t anymore.

Then the monster started ripping my arm off. It hurts so bad; the pain I can never explain. It didn’t stop. Oh, how I begged it to stop. I screamed in horror as it ripped of my leg off. Though I was in such complete pain, I realized I was dying.

I knew I would never see your face or hear you say how much you love me. I wanted to make all your tears go away. I had so many plans to make you happy. Now I couldn’t; all my dreams were shattered. Though I was in utter pain and horror, I felt the pain of my heart breaking, above all. I wanted more than anything to be your daughter. No use now, for I am dying a painful death. I could only imaging the terrible things that they had done to you. I wanted to tell you that I love you before I was gone, but I didn’t know the words you could understand. And soon, I no longer had the breath to say them; I was dead.

I felt myself rising. I was being carried by a huge angel into a big beautiful place. I was still crying, but the physical pain was gone. The angel took me to Jesus and set me on His lap. He said He loved me, and He was my Father. Then I was happy. I asked Him what the thing was that killed me. He answered, “Abortion. I am so sorry, my child; for I know how it feels.” I don’t know what abortion is; I guess that’s the name of the monster.

I’m writing to say that I love you and to tell you how much I wanted to be your little girl. I tried very hard to live. I wanted to live. I had the will, but I couldn’t; the monster was too powerful. It sucked my arms and legs off and finally got all of me. It was impossible to live. I just wanted you to know I tried to stay with you. I didn’t want to die.

Also, Mommy, please watch out for that abortion monster. Mommy, I love you and I would hate for you to go through the kind of pain I did. Please be careful.

Love,

Your Baby Girl

               

Related posts:

Diary of an Unborn Child

The power of an unborn child

BEFORE I WAS A MOM……

LOVE LETTER from a wife

Ahh, awitin mo at isasayaw ko

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